I have never considered my life as unhappy life. It is true that i had no much on material things or some beauty things or brilliant brain. But, when i look into my own eyes before the mirror, i was certainity happy. Back then and even now, i lived as my self, nothing to lose.
Some uneasiness come to mess around my heart. A friend of mine, told me that i am a kind of tough and rational person. That i wasn't offended it. But sometimes i'm fragile too. It is when you have to face people's emotions.
Suffocating by the your-really-close-relative is the uneasiness i have to face today. People keep me up and down, saying her life is miserable and she want terribly shutting down all we have build up together. Like i'm nothing. Like all my faithfulnes is no worthy to be concidered.
While she always said her life is miserable, sometimes i felt like drowning in deep river. I devoted everything to set something we meant to do from the beginning but her personal life trying to ruin it. Struggling with all those kind of something-need-to-get-rid-of thing, i pray to God, if He will kindly helping my friend.
-Random and Not Relax-
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